nothing is more painful than
the scars breaking,
those scars, the memories
previously stitched by hope
right before my eyes.
the collapse of your face,
the surrender of the will to live
through drops of tears
only time can replace.
i wish i could start your mind anew
so you’d never have to feel it again
but until then
i’ll hold you until the pain dissipates
Why did I wait for you
If I knew you’d never come?
Why do these words hurt
For me to speak
From my tongue?
–
All I remember is your voice,
So soothing, so warm
Like how I felt in your embrace;
You drowned out the noise.
–
Come back so I can love you
Come back so I won’t miss you
Maybe the clouds dispersed
At the sound of your name–
Just enough to ignite your true passions,
Perhaps not for me…
But I still wait
For you.
Love is a beautiful thing
If you’re the one in love
If you’re the one watching sparkling eyes glint
On a river,
Or time
Roll by.
Love is a beautiful thing
If you take away the pain
With a quick kiss
And another day.
Love is a beautiful thing,
You said,
But you never
Believed.
how the hell am i better
than her?
she sparkles in the sun–
she shines even when it’s gray.
and i’m just a speck of dirt on the ground.
how dare you tell me that you won’t leave for her
when she’s all you ever wanted?
Darling, I will remember
Every moment we spend together.
The memories are kept in my mind.
I don’t keep track of time.
–
The clock keeps running too
Because time with you
Is always well-spent
No matter the event.
“Life is worth living” they would say
There’s more to it than pain;
Honestly, who could believe it?
I was convinced I was insane.
Depression hits you like a storm, I think.
Raging, yet quiet
But soon the storm subsides
And so does your mind.
So please listen when I say: It will get better
Storms aren’t forever
There’s hope on the horizon.
We can get through this
Together.
